This weekend is one of the hardest so far and yet I know it's only going to get worst..My older sister is dieing  because of 3 brain tumors,,and why  that is what I have been asking myself all weekend. Why her, why can't it be someone that is mean, why do I do this to myself, because there are no answers. Cancer has no why's, no because, no fair, no reason, and not fast, first it makes everyone suffer, then it makes you wait......sounds like love.